Nov 2, 2012 - 302 Creative Writing    Comments Off

Journal 2: Outsider

Watching from the outside


begins to hurt and break

my sanity


Nothing is ok

slowly melting inside

but I have mastered

the false face


All this time

I think it will get better

but it’s a lie

it stays the same


Never a break

dragging my feet

day to day

constant struggle to breathe


Surrounded by fake smiles

masking their true selves

never felt so alone

in a room full of friends


Hopefully the sun will come

breaking away the bars

of my depression

setting me free to live


I want the truth

people to trust

no watching where I step

free to run and laugh

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